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4​-​track demo

by Barren

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I never knew your situation. We were just friends traveling thru. I never had anticipation that you were so black & blue. When all you learned as a child, with a mother all on her own. Too much pain, too fucking early, it eats you to the bone. Why? Why suicide? This world's eating us alive! The pain is too much to bear. You're tired and can't keep fighting. Know that I am here. I am here for you when everything's aching and biting. I know it was your life. I know it was your choice. I want you here right now. I want you to hear this voice. Why? Why suicide? This world's eating us alive!
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Well, do you see me when I'm walking? Well, do you listen when I'm talking? My body's a battleground! It's my body, it's my choice! I am more than what you see on the outside. I'M NOT A PIECE OF MEAT! My brain, heart and soul is not non-existent. I'M NOT INVISIBLE! You can't build me up to break me down. MY BODY'S A BATTLEGROUND! You will not succeed in burying me in the ground. I'M NOT GONNA LAY DOWN! Shut out the close-minded people. Burn religious leaders on their steeples. Douse the president in the gas he's killing millions for. Abort the children of pro-lifers who kill whores. Fuck yr church! Fuck yr steeple! Fuck yr religion! Fuck all yr people! Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me, listen to me! I was born with one body. So I'll make one choice. To defend and protect this battleground. So now yr here and you will hear me. Listen to me, listen to me, listen to me, listen to me! I watch you warp minds. All the while surrounded by lies. Imposition of views. Dictated by the evening news. My body's a battleground! It's my body, it's my choice! My body's a battleground...
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I escape to the forest. It feels so free. I can feel everything inside of me. Sun on my skin. Fresh air in the breeze. Something I wish I could experience everyday, but we're left here on our knees. It's chaotic and so beautiful. It's scary and so clear. It's illusion and it's real. I watch it crush my fear. Our ancestors, once forgotten, all the wisdom we've lost. This is where it returns so quickly. Like the melting of the frost. I look to the rain to keep my mind intact. Looking through the dark. I begin to feel. It all comes back. My heart is in the prairie. I lost it when I was a child. This is where we all connect. Leaving me. It's wild. Wide open sky. Trees that had a name. Today I walk amidst the concrete. Who the hell do I blame? Reconnect to nature!
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There's a world inside of me. It lives, it breathes. Moves on flawlessly. Sinking inside of me. Everyday I see that I can be who I want to be. Don't bring me down. I'll achieve effortlessly. Sinking inside of me! No mistake. Here's what I see; today it's you, tomorrow it's me. It's our fight. It's who we'll be. So take my hand and come with me. It's a struggle I keep sinking on foolishly. Keeping count of me. 1, 2, 3. 3, 2, 1. Sinking inside of me! I'm only so strong and I can't keep on. Your faces today, tomorrow will fade away. Fade away, fade away. I've been all wrong. I've been stepped on. I'm gonna push thru what's left inside of me. My world implodes every time I see thru. There's nothing left. It's me & you. Don't get me wrong, I can be strong. Life's one big fight gone on too long. Sinking inside of me!
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recorded on a 4-track during the spring of 2007

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released June 1, 2007

Kisston - vocals
Eric - drums/vocals
Sarah Jean - guitar/vocals
Chris - bass

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kisston gorgeous Chicago, Illinois

Singer for Help Me Help Me I Can't Breathe. Guitarist/singer for SFO. Host of the OUTOFVOGUE Radio Show on lumpenradio.com

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